Wednesday, 21 December 2011
Wednesday, 7 December 2011
three months as a wife
scene during dinner:
husband: hmm, i taktau pulak masak ayam masak merah ni senang je..
me: ye la, agak-agak pasni abang boleh buat sendiri tak?
husband: boleh.. abang sebenarnya tak pernah tengok mama masak, tapi abang tau abang ada talent...
wife: haha oo ye ke.. abis napa dengan sayang abang rajin je masak sama-sama?
husband: "sebab abang nak hidup lama dengan sayang"
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...terharu....
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me: (smile)
husband: napa? betulla abang nak hidup lama dengan sayang, jadi abang kena pastikan makanan yang sayang sediakan sedap lagi lazat!
me: (imagine bentuk love terbelah dua pastu ada peluh besar menitik dekat dahi)
Now that I am married for more than three months (three months 5 days to be precise), I wish I can explain how I truly feel. Everyday is spent with so much love, the kind of love that I never knew we have. I am blessed to have such an honest partner, who could listen me whine about every single thing yet still find me as his best friend. I wish i could do more into this relationship, spend more time with him and his family, be a better cook, always be ready to be behind the wheels whenever he got tired or bored of doing it and overall, to support him in whatever he does.
Marriage changed me to become a better person and a better partner.. our daily routine normally starts with either of us tugging the comforter to wake the other up (plus his super annoying alarm on his iphone which he puts under his pillow so that I cannot reach but yet he wishes I will wake up T____T). Then I would follow up with the question: today abang nak pakai baju mana, nak gosok. After shower, prepare grab and go breakfast (read: brown bread with nutella spread combined with either coffee, orange juice or milk) and then off to work!
At work - minimal communication (heww heww heww concentrate keja oii)
When we were single, he usually asked, "malam ni you nak makan apa b?". Bila dah kawin, he never fails to ask "sayang malam ni nak masak apa untuk abang?". For you out there who dont know me, i used to be disgusted with the smell of onions on my hands, and super scared of frying anything because minyak terpercik-percik pastu sakit tangan. *gedik*
But really, I lack cooking training when I was younger. I was the kind of kid who did nothing but study and participate in school activities, debate, choir, syarahan agama, nasyid, history quizzes, science quizzes, perkhemahan (pengakap yo!) you name it! My point is, I never feel like I belong in the kitchen as the kitchen did not appeal much to me.
BUT marriage changed me (emphasis is mine).
I now adore, adore, adore the aroma of onions on my hands, and I have conquered my fear to deep fry fish, chicken etc. I did it because I love you Ahmad Aizat Abd Rahman!
I hope you love me less than I love you because loving someone necessitates a lot of energy and I dont want you to be tired anytime soon!!!
husband: hmm, i taktau pulak masak ayam masak merah ni senang je..
me: ye la, agak-agak pasni abang boleh buat sendiri tak?
husband: boleh.. abang sebenarnya tak pernah tengok mama masak, tapi abang tau abang ada talent...
wife: haha oo ye ke.. abis napa dengan sayang abang rajin je masak sama-sama?
husband: "sebab abang nak hidup lama dengan sayang"
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.
.
.
...terharu....
.
.
.
me: (smile)
husband: napa? betulla abang nak hidup lama dengan sayang, jadi abang kena pastikan makanan yang sayang sediakan sedap lagi lazat!
me: (imagine bentuk love terbelah dua pastu ada peluh besar menitik dekat dahi)
Now that I am married for more than three months (three months 5 days to be precise), I wish I can explain how I truly feel. Everyday is spent with so much love, the kind of love that I never knew we have. I am blessed to have such an honest partner, who could listen me whine about every single thing yet still find me as his best friend. I wish i could do more into this relationship, spend more time with him and his family, be a better cook, always be ready to be behind the wheels whenever he got tired or bored of doing it and overall, to support him in whatever he does.
Marriage changed me to become a better person and a better partner.. our daily routine normally starts with either of us tugging the comforter to wake the other up (plus his super annoying alarm on his iphone which he puts under his pillow so that I cannot reach but yet he wishes I will wake up T____T). Then I would follow up with the question: today abang nak pakai baju mana, nak gosok. After shower, prepare grab and go breakfast (read: brown bread with nutella spread combined with either coffee, orange juice or milk) and then off to work!
At work - minimal communication (heww heww heww concentrate keja oii)
When we were single, he usually asked, "malam ni you nak makan apa b?". Bila dah kawin, he never fails to ask "sayang malam ni nak masak apa untuk abang?". For you out there who dont know me, i used to be disgusted with the smell of onions on my hands, and super scared of frying anything because minyak terpercik-percik pastu sakit tangan. *gedik*
But really, I lack cooking training when I was younger. I was the kind of kid who did nothing but study and participate in school activities, debate, choir, syarahan agama, nasyid, history quizzes, science quizzes, perkhemahan (pengakap yo!) you name it! My point is, I never feel like I belong in the kitchen as the kitchen did not appeal much to me.
BUT marriage changed me (emphasis is mine).
I now adore, adore, adore the aroma of onions on my hands, and I have conquered my fear to deep fry fish, chicken etc. I did it because I love you Ahmad Aizat Abd Rahman!
I hope you love me less than I love you because loving someone necessitates a lot of energy and I dont want you to be tired anytime soon!!!
Wednesday, 17 August 2011
Menuju Gerbang Perkahwinan
tarikh nikah: 2 September 2011.
alangkah indahnya bercinta sampai tua, lagi indah percintaan diikat dengan hubungan yang sah sebagai suami isteri. kawan-kawan selalu tanya, apa perasaan? jawapan saya, biasa je, rasa lega. sebenarnya saya tak cerewet, most of the things decided in one day. contohnya, mak andam (yang akan buat make-up, baju, pelamin, hiasan meja makan dan hiasan kamar beradu), florist (untuk gubahan hantaran), dulang hantaran, baju akad nikah, kad jemputan, CINCIN hantaran, semuanya dibuat dalam hari yang sama. maksudnya, hari ni cari mak andam, hari ni jugak booking. hari esok buat kad jemputan, tiga jam pilih dan dah finalised nak yang macamana. kahwin itu mudah kalau kita sendiri mudahkan urusan, kan?
soalan-soalan lazim yang saya terima:
apa yang paling menakutkan menjelang perkahwinan?
saya takut saya freak out, walaupun saya takde tendency lagi untuk freak out but we never know, so yeah. hati, please jangan gelabah nanti ya..
apa yang paling menakutkan selepas bergelar isteri?
takut nak pikul tanggungjawab sebagai anak dan menantu. macamana nanti kalau mak abah yang membesarkan saya selama ni terasa hati kalau lama tak pulang jenguk mereka? macamana nanti mama suami saya tak suka saya sebab saya tak pandai masak untuk anak dia? macamana kalau ada perlakuan saya yang tidak diredhai suami? saya lebih takutkan semua itu dari takut majlis tak perfect macam fairytale.
korang ada family planning ke?
takde. sooner better. we both love kids. *eager*
awak akan berhenti kerja tak?
no. i was raised by a working mom. and my future mom in law pun bukan suri rumah sepenuh masa. so bakal suami pun has no issues kalau nak kerja (setakat ni la heehee)
Ahmad Aizat, I hope and pray our marriage lasts duniawi and ukhrawi. ketahuilah sayangku yang u paling istimewa di mata I. I know our relationship isn't as dreamy as others, but i thank God I found you. I thank you for waiting for me. I thank you for not giving up on me. I thank you for fighting for me. terima kasih sebab terima I apa adanya, apa kurangnya. I harap you dapat jadi penyejuk di kala hati ini panas, dapat jadi penawar di kala air mata menitis, dapat jadi perisai sekiranya hati ini disakiti. bimbinglah I menjadi isteri solehah yang mampu menjaga you, di masa senang dan di masa sakit dan mendoakan kesejahteraan you di akhirat nanti. Ya Allah, kau lindungilah hidup kami dan keturunan kami dari segala kesesatan dan kemaksiatan. Amin...
alangkah indahnya bercinta sampai tua, lagi indah percintaan diikat dengan hubungan yang sah sebagai suami isteri. kawan-kawan selalu tanya, apa perasaan? jawapan saya, biasa je, rasa lega. sebenarnya saya tak cerewet, most of the things decided in one day. contohnya, mak andam (yang akan buat make-up, baju, pelamin, hiasan meja makan dan hiasan kamar beradu), florist (untuk gubahan hantaran), dulang hantaran, baju akad nikah, kad jemputan, CINCIN hantaran, semuanya dibuat dalam hari yang sama. maksudnya, hari ni cari mak andam, hari ni jugak booking. hari esok buat kad jemputan, tiga jam pilih dan dah finalised nak yang macamana. kahwin itu mudah kalau kita sendiri mudahkan urusan, kan?
soalan-soalan lazim yang saya terima:
apa yang paling menakutkan menjelang perkahwinan?
saya takut saya freak out, walaupun saya takde tendency lagi untuk freak out but we never know, so yeah. hati, please jangan gelabah nanti ya..
apa yang paling menakutkan selepas bergelar isteri?
takut nak pikul tanggungjawab sebagai anak dan menantu. macamana nanti kalau mak abah yang membesarkan saya selama ni terasa hati kalau lama tak pulang jenguk mereka? macamana nanti mama suami saya tak suka saya sebab saya tak pandai masak untuk anak dia? macamana kalau ada perlakuan saya yang tidak diredhai suami? saya lebih takutkan semua itu dari takut majlis tak perfect macam fairytale.
korang ada family planning ke?
takde. sooner better. we both love kids. *eager*
awak akan berhenti kerja tak?
no. i was raised by a working mom. and my future mom in law pun bukan suri rumah sepenuh masa. so bakal suami pun has no issues kalau nak kerja (setakat ni la heehee)
Ahmad Aizat, I hope and pray our marriage lasts duniawi and ukhrawi. ketahuilah sayangku yang u paling istimewa di mata I. I know our relationship isn't as dreamy as others, but i thank God I found you. I thank you for waiting for me. I thank you for not giving up on me. I thank you for fighting for me. terima kasih sebab terima I apa adanya, apa kurangnya. I harap you dapat jadi penyejuk di kala hati ini panas, dapat jadi penawar di kala air mata menitis, dapat jadi perisai sekiranya hati ini disakiti. bimbinglah I menjadi isteri solehah yang mampu menjaga you, di masa senang dan di masa sakit dan mendoakan kesejahteraan you di akhirat nanti. Ya Allah, kau lindungilah hidup kami dan keturunan kami dari segala kesesatan dan kemaksiatan. Amin...
Monday, 24 January 2011
HAHA
my boss, a senior associate and I were in a discussion... about an hour he said, Faezar, are you bored yet? hahaha (he actually laughed). I have successfully managed to convince him that I was not. then after about three hours, he asked again, Faezar, are you still there? hahaha (again, he laughed).
OMG..
kantoi!
OMG..
kantoi!
Tuesday, 26 October 2010
Thursday, 30 September 2010
into the corporate world
A lawyer once told me: I think you will become a good lawyer (on my first day of work,uh oh-how would he know eh)
my colleague told me that my eyes light up whenever we speak about corporate stuff.
I have honestly never felt that way.
I am into the eighth month of my pupilage, and I am JUST beginning to like what I am doing. I am not a corporate person, I have never prepared myself for this, but knowing that others appreciate what I am doing makes it all worthwhile.
So, little snippets of the deals that I had the opportunity to deal with over the last few months...
The largest merger and acquisition by Honam Petrochemical. It is RM2.9 billion acquisition of Titan Chemicals, still advising on the first dual listing of CIMB Group Holdings Berhad on the Stock Exchange of Thailand and for Sunway City Berhad on the largest issuance of REIT in Malaysia.
that's a mouthful :D
Syukur, alhamdullilah...
my colleague told me that my eyes light up whenever we speak about corporate stuff.
I have honestly never felt that way.
I am into the eighth month of my pupilage, and I am JUST beginning to like what I am doing. I am not a corporate person, I have never prepared myself for this, but knowing that others appreciate what I am doing makes it all worthwhile.
So, little snippets of the deals that I had the opportunity to deal with over the last few months...
The largest merger and acquisition by Honam Petrochemical. It is RM2.9 billion acquisition of Titan Chemicals, still advising on the first dual listing of CIMB Group Holdings Berhad on the Stock Exchange of Thailand and for Sunway City Berhad on the largest issuance of REIT in Malaysia.
that's a mouthful :D
Syukur, alhamdullilah...
Tuesday, 31 August 2010
story of me and a boy
He is one who never listens to me, does the opposite of everything I ask from him, doesn't know I hate orange juice given that we have been dating for years and bla bla bla. But he is truly one who understands me, who sometimes can tell me what I want before I realise it. Who always says, go for it! He may not be the typical down to earth all sweet and honey buney yet I still want him. I want him right here with me. I'm half the person I am today without him. Aizat, please don't let go. I love you.
Hahahahaha... Lawak seyh tulis memuji bf sendiri! Rofl! Anyways, happy merdeka day people!!!
Hahahahaha... Lawak seyh tulis memuji bf sendiri! Rofl! Anyways, happy merdeka day people!!!
Tuesday, 20 April 2010
Monday, 15 February 2010
how to improve my life
hello peeps, its been five weeks since the last time i wrote any piece.
i tried to write, too many times words failed me. do you ever feel like you are stuck in one bad position that you want to break free but you just cant?
honestly speaking, i am glad i dont experience this all the time but i must admit sometimes i do feel like running away. work is so demanding that i've dissapointed so many people, the worst part is me, not being able to be with my family. (Boss, takde plan bukak branch kat kuantan ke??). but i keep repeating to myself that this is just temporary ( ye ke?)
hum.. bestnya spend the weekend at home...
i tried to write, too many times words failed me. do you ever feel like you are stuck in one bad position that you want to break free but you just cant?
honestly speaking, i am glad i dont experience this all the time but i must admit sometimes i do feel like running away. work is so demanding that i've dissapointed so many people, the worst part is me, not being able to be with my family. (Boss, takde plan bukak branch kat kuantan ke??). but i keep repeating to myself that this is just temporary ( ye ke?)
hum.. bestnya spend the weekend at home...
Saturday, 9 January 2010
yang dah sangat lama ditluis tapi baru dapat upload ...
Azraa: there was the time when we waited for hours to grab the front seats at the MU match, remember? Haha, that was awesome aite! And this is probably what I’ll tell our future kids. it amazes me how much she works for what she wants, and I believe that she’ll do great with her life. Okeh azraa, trust me sista!
Yana: I still remember the time when we shared rooms during the first year. Funny to think of it again and oh yeah, yana sangat fun when she is karaokeing! She imitates the singer very, very well, you see, I never go to karaoke session with her until the last day before we all parted ways. At alamanda sampai pukul 3 pagi. And yana’s birthday falls on the anniversary date of my former relationship, so I remember it well. 27th August. Yana, nanti dapat boifren bagitau deh!
Haaa…cukup dah Chillaweyhs ( as according to the writer per se). I pray to God that we always be like this. I hope we never feel awkward around each other in the future, thank you for helping me out all this time friends, and I apologize for my shortcomings as a friend. I wish I had given more to you, I wish I had been a better friend, I wish and I’ll keep wishing.
Lets show the world what we are made of!
Yana: I still remember the time when we shared rooms during the first year. Funny to think of it again and oh yeah, yana sangat fun when she is karaokeing! She imitates the singer very, very well, you see, I never go to karaoke session with her until the last day before we all parted ways. At alamanda sampai pukul 3 pagi. And yana’s birthday falls on the anniversary date of my former relationship, so I remember it well. 27th August. Yana, nanti dapat boifren bagitau deh!
Haaa…cukup dah Chillaweyhs ( as according to the writer per se). I pray to God that we always be like this. I hope we never feel awkward around each other in the future, thank you for helping me out all this time friends, and I apologize for my shortcomings as a friend. I wish I had given more to you, I wish I had been a better friend, I wish and I’ll keep wishing.
Lets show the world what we are made of!
Wednesday, 2 December 2009
first and last- second chapter.
hello again fellas..
(am waiting for my parents to be discharged today and have just realised that this hospital has wireless internet connectivity. uh uh. this is so me!)
sebenarnya i've always wanted to write more about everyone. seronok dapat describe people, cos i would like the same for me kot? haha. ntahlah.. sy sound semakin macam nuur. bahaya ni. nuur2..apela awak tgh buat dengan borgy skang eh.. sy kenal nuur kat matric lagi, dia dgn tikah slalu datang bilik sy bila ada makanan. biasanya makanan dari bonyo sebab mak bonyo suka masak and bonyo suka bungkus dekat sy. hihi. nuur, kalau awak baca ni, awak mesti senyum. sy hari2 tido peluk teddy awak bagi sy. sy rasa korang sume tau how much sy adore nuur (sila rujuk entry yang lepas ye) hihi..
bazlaa: first sekali, sorry lupa sangat nak upload gambar (ahah, lupa ke tatau..) banyak gambar awak dgn paan dalam camera sy. bazlaa ni cool kan? dia selalu nampak macam tahu apa dia nak, and she is a good daughter from the relationship i saw when i first met her family. they were warm and they make me feel like, well, home. bazlaa, nanti kita jgnla tak contact each other ok. tak banyak nak kata pasal bazlaa, sebab to me, dia yang paling hush hush dalam chillaweyhs. kan kan?
borgy: first sekali, borgy, mak sy tak cam awak bila sy tunjuk gambar dinner. dia kata lawa sangat. hihi.. (ok, silakan perasan sekejap). borgy is strict when it comes to what she believes in. i think thats the best quality about her. she says yes when she means yes. ala, ala ala calling a spade, a spade lah ni. i remember the few times we had dinners together, of course bon ikut jugak, and i think i began to grow fondness of you at that point of time. and ditambah pulak with those times when we studied together for jurisprudence tests, kan? ahh, come to think of it, i kinda miss the anticipation of waiting what will come up in the questions (maybe i'll further my studies kot..) so borgy, from the bottom of my heart, hit the road and show the world the person you are!
azraa: azraa, nanti sy baca blog awak k. buat masa ni, sy restricted sket. hihi.. azraa ni pun no nonsense girl jugak, dia gila-gila jugak and what is it that i remember about her most? maybe perangai azraa yang study sambil baring pgg nota mallow sambil telinga sumbat earphone atas katil sakinah kot? hahahah..
alamak, ada jugak lagi yang tak sempat tulis, i gtg pack the stuff to go home.
love ya all
...to be continued...
(am waiting for my parents to be discharged today and have just realised that this hospital has wireless internet connectivity. uh uh. this is so me!)
sebenarnya i've always wanted to write more about everyone. seronok dapat describe people, cos i would like the same for me kot? haha. ntahlah.. sy sound semakin macam nuur. bahaya ni. nuur2..apela awak tgh buat dengan borgy skang eh.. sy kenal nuur kat matric lagi, dia dgn tikah slalu datang bilik sy bila ada makanan. biasanya makanan dari bonyo sebab mak bonyo suka masak and bonyo suka bungkus dekat sy. hihi. nuur, kalau awak baca ni, awak mesti senyum. sy hari2 tido peluk teddy awak bagi sy. sy rasa korang sume tau how much sy adore nuur (sila rujuk entry yang lepas ye) hihi..
bazlaa: first sekali, sorry lupa sangat nak upload gambar (ahah, lupa ke tatau..) banyak gambar awak dgn paan dalam camera sy. bazlaa ni cool kan? dia selalu nampak macam tahu apa dia nak, and she is a good daughter from the relationship i saw when i first met her family. they were warm and they make me feel like, well, home. bazlaa, nanti kita jgnla tak contact each other ok. tak banyak nak kata pasal bazlaa, sebab to me, dia yang paling hush hush dalam chillaweyhs. kan kan?
borgy: first sekali, borgy, mak sy tak cam awak bila sy tunjuk gambar dinner. dia kata lawa sangat. hihi.. (ok, silakan perasan sekejap). borgy is strict when it comes to what she believes in. i think thats the best quality about her. she says yes when she means yes. ala, ala ala calling a spade, a spade lah ni. i remember the few times we had dinners together, of course bon ikut jugak, and i think i began to grow fondness of you at that point of time. and ditambah pulak with those times when we studied together for jurisprudence tests, kan? ahh, come to think of it, i kinda miss the anticipation of waiting what will come up in the questions (maybe i'll further my studies kot..) so borgy, from the bottom of my heart, hit the road and show the world the person you are!
azraa: azraa, nanti sy baca blog awak k. buat masa ni, sy restricted sket. hihi.. azraa ni pun no nonsense girl jugak, dia gila-gila jugak and what is it that i remember about her most? maybe perangai azraa yang study sambil baring pgg nota mallow sambil telinga sumbat earphone atas katil sakinah kot? hahahah..
alamak, ada jugak lagi yang tak sempat tulis, i gtg pack the stuff to go home.
love ya all
...to be continued...
Wednesday, 25 November 2009
first and last
the first person i saw each time i came back from holiday, that would be aizat. and he would also be the last person i said goodbye to, each time the holiday seasons approach us. but today is not an entry about him, i mean, sorry b, but i wanted to write about the girls..
kenapa korang sangat special?
kita mulakan dengan aifaa: ive known her as long as i can remember. since we were little kids playing rollerblades and cycle around the neighbourhood, that was a different me, different her. but then i get to meet her again, after so long, we've outgrown our fanciness to rollerblades and popia pedas makcik kat kedai kat tok sira tu.. kan aifaa kan? yet i am still connected to her. aifaa, we parted ways depan rumah bazlaa, and i hope you remain the person u've become, becoz i so love that person right now!
milo.. i have tons of questions for her.. hehe. and i think you know why. milo is one of a kind. if she's a bra, she's a really good sports bra. always supportive and encouraging people in ways that we cant even imagine possible. i will remember her as WCE 81, and her announcement with Syahmi.. you rock my world sisterZ!Z!!
sheera.. if i were to talk about her, it would take me days!!! dia gila. she can fly, she can sing, she can julingkan mata dia, she can do things befitting of an insane! hahahahah... sheera, i wish i have known you earlier (so i can correct your deformities!!) kidding! true said, ive never had a friend like her. she is so easy going its like sometimes you dont know she's there. if sheera was a thing, she would be a peacock feather. beautiful and light. just what i need.
sherry.. you are the first chillaweyhs that i befriended. i really miss you. people can say what they want about you but i think i know you better. she's talented, smart, funny, and very loyal to her brood, right sis? let say i kill someone, i know i could trust her not to send me to jail (come to think of it, i might be the one people wont trust not to send them to jail coz u know, pae kan pengawas!) i miss you (oh i mention that already!!) if i have a cute brother i would introduce him to you.. see how much i trust you babe! i wish you all the best!
oh now sakinah, kinah sangat suka tolong orang, n sy paling suka pesan barang dengan sakinah,. dia pegi ikea pun sy kirim barang dgn dia. truth is, sakinah sangat suka tolong orang. ni mmg the characteristic that make people adore you kin..kinah is the third last person i said goodbye to. she helped me take off my curtains in the dorm cos i cant reached the top. sakinah, if you were a car, you would be a nissan grand livina tau. hiii nak tumpang keta kinah!!!!
alamak,, sy dah nak kena balik rumah (did i mention to you im at a cyber cafe right now..) busuk!!! ok, im chill. mwah people. nanti saya sambung!!!
kenapa korang sangat special?
kita mulakan dengan aifaa: ive known her as long as i can remember. since we were little kids playing rollerblades and cycle around the neighbourhood, that was a different me, different her. but then i get to meet her again, after so long, we've outgrown our fanciness to rollerblades and popia pedas makcik kat kedai kat tok sira tu.. kan aifaa kan? yet i am still connected to her. aifaa, we parted ways depan rumah bazlaa, and i hope you remain the person u've become, becoz i so love that person right now!
milo.. i have tons of questions for her.. hehe. and i think you know why. milo is one of a kind. if she's a bra, she's a really good sports bra. always supportive and encouraging people in ways that we cant even imagine possible. i will remember her as WCE 81, and her announcement with Syahmi.. you rock my world sisterZ!Z!!
sheera.. if i were to talk about her, it would take me days!!! dia gila. she can fly, she can sing, she can julingkan mata dia, she can do things befitting of an insane! hahahahah... sheera, i wish i have known you earlier (so i can correct your deformities!!) kidding! true said, ive never had a friend like her. she is so easy going its like sometimes you dont know she's there. if sheera was a thing, she would be a peacock feather. beautiful and light. just what i need.
sherry.. you are the first chillaweyhs that i befriended. i really miss you. people can say what they want about you but i think i know you better. she's talented, smart, funny, and very loyal to her brood, right sis? let say i kill someone, i know i could trust her not to send me to jail (come to think of it, i might be the one people wont trust not to send them to jail coz u know, pae kan pengawas!) i miss you (oh i mention that already!!) if i have a cute brother i would introduce him to you.. see how much i trust you babe! i wish you all the best!
oh now sakinah, kinah sangat suka tolong orang, n sy paling suka pesan barang dengan sakinah,. dia pegi ikea pun sy kirim barang dgn dia. truth is, sakinah sangat suka tolong orang. ni mmg the characteristic that make people adore you kin..kinah is the third last person i said goodbye to. she helped me take off my curtains in the dorm cos i cant reached the top. sakinah, if you were a car, you would be a nissan grand livina tau. hiii nak tumpang keta kinah!!!!
alamak,, sy dah nak kena balik rumah (did i mention to you im at a cyber cafe right now..) busuk!!! ok, im chill. mwah people. nanti saya sambung!!!
Wednesday, 14 October 2009
You Know You Love Me…
Since I’ve pretty much spent my time reviewing this series, I think, why not give it a shot, name it as a title. Life is normal, usual, and by that I mean juicy and spicy all at the same time. Yesterday night was a day I’ll remember forever, although it is too soon to use the word “forever” since it just happened yesterday, but I know I am. And I’ll make sure I will.
Entry dedicated to Nuur Hidayah Abd Rasid – a true friend, a wise companion, probably the person I am most grateful to get to know her. She is forgiving and she doesn’t desire much, I think not only me, but most of you who know her would concur with me, that she is a transparent person who takes everything – be it good or bad (if bad, I think she pushes it all the way to the corner of her heart and fakes a smile about it). Sometimes I take her for granted, sometimes I don’t think she cares, but most of the time, I found myself running back to her safe embrace and know that she will help me get through with whatever mess I was in. nuur, you might be confused when exactly these incidents happened, but just so you know…
These 3 words…
8 letters…
I LOVE YOU
From the bottom of my heart, thank you for being you.
Entry dedicated to Nuur Hidayah Abd Rasid – a true friend, a wise companion, probably the person I am most grateful to get to know her. She is forgiving and she doesn’t desire much, I think not only me, but most of you who know her would concur with me, that she is a transparent person who takes everything – be it good or bad (if bad, I think she pushes it all the way to the corner of her heart and fakes a smile about it). Sometimes I take her for granted, sometimes I don’t think she cares, but most of the time, I found myself running back to her safe embrace and know that she will help me get through with whatever mess I was in. nuur, you might be confused when exactly these incidents happened, but just so you know…
These 3 words…
8 letters…
I LOVE YOU
From the bottom of my heart, thank you for being you.
You Know You Love Me…
Since I’ve pretty much spent my time reviewing this series, I think, why not give it a shot, name it as a title. Life is normal, usual, and by that I mean juicy and spicy all at the same time. Yesterday night was a day I’ll remember forever, although it is too soon to use the word “forever” since it just happened yesterday, but I know I am. And I’ll make sure I will.
Entry dedicated to Nuur Hidayah Abd Rasid – a true friend, a wise companion, probably the person I am most grateful to get to know her. She is forgiving and she doesn’t desire much, I think not only me, but most of you who know her would concur with me, that she is a transparent person who takes everything – be it good or bad (if bad, I think she pushes it all the way to the corner of her heart and fakes a smile about it). Sometimes I take her for granted, sometimes I don’t think she cares, but most of the time, I found myself running back to her safe embrace and know that she will help me get through with whatever mess I was in. nuur, you might be confused when exactly these incidents happened, but just so you know…
These 3 words…
8 letters…
I LOVE YOU
From the bottom of my heart, thank you for being you.
Entry dedicated to Nuur Hidayah Abd Rasid – a true friend, a wise companion, probably the person I am most grateful to get to know her. She is forgiving and she doesn’t desire much, I think not only me, but most of you who know her would concur with me, that she is a transparent person who takes everything – be it good or bad (if bad, I think she pushes it all the way to the corner of her heart and fakes a smile about it). Sometimes I take her for granted, sometimes I don’t think she cares, but most of the time, I found myself running back to her safe embrace and know that she will help me get through with whatever mess I was in. nuur, you might be confused when exactly these incidents happened, but just so you know…
These 3 words…
8 letters…
I LOVE YOU
From the bottom of my heart, thank you for being you.
Monday, 5 October 2009
hariku yang malang
everything was normal this morning, sampaila noon, where i discovered that after printing in achik, my pendrive was infected. still, that wasnt really a pain in the ass. then i headed to my car.. jalan jalan jauh just to find my car scratched! terribly. mangkuk ayun now i am calmer, if not, u would have heard even more amusing exclamations by me. taktau sape buat but it is horrible i dont even want to have a second look at it. then, tabah lagi, pegi dobi. since when dobi tutup at one o clock???? seriously, are you kidding me? sucks like never before. i managed to mutter a few chanting words under my breath to calm me down...takpe, kite pegi tgk india cat cat keta ni, mesti sikit je ni... sekali.. " ini mau dua setengah" and i was like, excuse me, dua RATUS setengah? and yep... memang nak tekeluar dah every word that i know masa ni. marahnya!!!!!! and i didnt even know sape yang buat that to my CBY. mangkuk tandas betul! and then...takpela...sabar, balik bilik..stopped by bilik nuur..nak scan lah pendrive ni.. emm..takde halllllah ilang sume document surat menyurat law grad dinner kena makan dengan anti virus tersebutttttttt......
alkisahnya hari ni. plus its that time of the month. rasa nak menangis. sedih gila.
the only thing that makes me feel lighter is, nasib baik ada aizat teman.. b, i love you. i tau i mereng sket. thank you for sticking to me. like a glue, u never fail to keep things together ^,^
p/s: kalau ada salah eja maafkan.
alkisahnya hari ni. plus its that time of the month. rasa nak menangis. sedih gila.
the only thing that makes me feel lighter is, nasib baik ada aizat teman.. b, i love you. i tau i mereng sket. thank you for sticking to me. like a glue, u never fail to keep things together ^,^
p/s: kalau ada salah eja maafkan.
Thursday, 3 September 2009
Insufferable seekers of attention
Mind you, I am terribly sorry for not updating ‘to the moon and back’. Truth is, words got the better of me these days. But when a kind friend actually pointed that out to me, it dawned on me that someone actually cares, and that tiniest gesture was what putting me sitting cross legged, fingers running wild on the keyboard.
Should I number my entry this time, I was wondering. Because I cant manage to gather my thoughts, to put them together, to sound logical, because I have so many things suffocating me. Ok, one, I read a blog, of someone I know, who (pardon me if I’m wrong or judgmental) seriously tries to make herself feels better by repeatedly writing like what I would describe as an insufferable attention seeker who has got nothing better to do than make other people feel like they don’t deserve to live in this world. So what if you wear hijab, it makes you a better human being, aih??? If that is the only description of a good muslimah, then, Masya Allah, I pity you. As I’m writing this, I am contemplating the odds of hurting anyone at random, but please mind my language and all, I am just trying to draw the line, at least from my point of view, that some people are just ruthless. Ruthless in the sense that by making others look/feel bad, it changes oneself to feel better of oneself. Ok, done with this. I think my message is carried forward clearly by now.
Second, today I went to the ramadhan bazaar with the girls. And I have to confess, the fondness that I grow on them is getting humongous! Being with them, just being with them, I feel secure. I feel happy. And underneath all, I am endlessly thankful to the Almighty for the graciousness He bestows upon me and my friends. Macam sangat nostalgic it sounds, but I know, that, you who read this would feel the same. (I hope! Urks!)
Third, to Miss B, im sorry to hear about your ..um.. fall? Trust me, you’ll make almost perfect at whatever you will do. And I’m saying this only because nobody’s perfect, if not, you can be too!
Fourth *deleted*
Fifth, cerita melibatkan tikah di sudut membaca surat khabar. Hokay, macam ni, tikah, if you don’t already know, ternak ikan dalam bilik dia. Hihi. So she likes to see fish swims and she said that it’s actually good for us to watch fish say, like 20 minutes a day. So kitorang sama-sama tengok ikan guppy dalam aquarium dekat tempat suratkhabar tu. It distresses me. You people should try it sometimes!
And I’d really love to share this ayah.
“And (commanding you): Seek the forgiveness of your Lord, and turn to Him in repentance, that He may grant you good enjoyment, for a term appointed, and Bestow His abounding Grace to every owner of Grace. But if you turn away, then I fear for you the torment of a Great Day (the day of the Resurrection)” Surat Hud, ayah 3
See you soon!
F
Should I number my entry this time, I was wondering. Because I cant manage to gather my thoughts, to put them together, to sound logical, because I have so many things suffocating me. Ok, one, I read a blog, of someone I know, who (pardon me if I’m wrong or judgmental) seriously tries to make herself feels better by repeatedly writing like what I would describe as an insufferable attention seeker who has got nothing better to do than make other people feel like they don’t deserve to live in this world. So what if you wear hijab, it makes you a better human being, aih??? If that is the only description of a good muslimah, then, Masya Allah, I pity you. As I’m writing this, I am contemplating the odds of hurting anyone at random, but please mind my language and all, I am just trying to draw the line, at least from my point of view, that some people are just ruthless. Ruthless in the sense that by making others look/feel bad, it changes oneself to feel better of oneself. Ok, done with this. I think my message is carried forward clearly by now.
Second, today I went to the ramadhan bazaar with the girls. And I have to confess, the fondness that I grow on them is getting humongous! Being with them, just being with them, I feel secure. I feel happy. And underneath all, I am endlessly thankful to the Almighty for the graciousness He bestows upon me and my friends. Macam sangat nostalgic it sounds, but I know, that, you who read this would feel the same. (I hope! Urks!)
Third, to Miss B, im sorry to hear about your ..um.. fall? Trust me, you’ll make almost perfect at whatever you will do. And I’m saying this only because nobody’s perfect, if not, you can be too!
Fourth *deleted*
Fifth, cerita melibatkan tikah di sudut membaca surat khabar. Hokay, macam ni, tikah, if you don’t already know, ternak ikan dalam bilik dia. Hihi. So she likes to see fish swims and she said that it’s actually good for us to watch fish say, like 20 minutes a day. So kitorang sama-sama tengok ikan guppy dalam aquarium dekat tempat suratkhabar tu. It distresses me. You people should try it sometimes!
And I’d really love to share this ayah.
“And (commanding you): Seek the forgiveness of your Lord, and turn to Him in repentance, that He may grant you good enjoyment, for a term appointed, and Bestow His abounding Grace to every owner of Grace. But if you turn away, then I fear for you the torment of a Great Day (the day of the Resurrection)” Surat Hud, ayah 3
See you soon!
F
Wednesday, 3 June 2009
wedding bells
selamat pengantin baru to my brother and future sister in law. al kisahnya percintaan mereka ini bermula di universiti malaysia pahang. lama babe bercinta, i've never actually talk with my brother about his love, coz he is far from romantic. but i guess,with the right reasons, they fell in love. to abg amer, adik ingat lagi abg amer kate adik pendek..seb baik kak feela tak. =)
love you both
selamat melayari alam berumahtangga
love you both
selamat melayari alam berumahtangga
Wednesday, 27 May 2009
Today's bonus
My doctor was fuming mad yesterday. She said I had lost weight, I looked pale and dangerously thin. I gave her a blank look and said, doc, I’ve always been like this. And what else, she denied it of course. She said to me, gain some weight, with your current weight, its easy for you to catch tuberculosis, I was stunned silent. I gave her the ‘get real’ look and she understood me and commented, why don’t you try this drug and I straight away went to a drug store to buy it.
So today I am starting a new diet, a new routine.
Breakfast – mesti makan! And coffee
Lunch – this is the meal I most often skip, because I am still full from breakfast, I guess now, I am not going to skip any meal, any.
Evening tea – tea and biscuits ( cikut bak kata Lea)
Dinner – usually I take very small amount of rice, because I don’t really like to eat. I do eat a lot, like I’ve said, but only when the food is nice. I mean, I will not skip a fancy meal. I will not say NO to nasi beriani, nasi minyak, nasi hujan panas but with plain white rice, urgh….
And uh, I’m looking forward to take up a job offer by my brother in law. He needed assistance, and I needed the money. Voila. Off to work in no time!
Wonder what should I wear on my first day at work?
So today I am starting a new diet, a new routine.
Breakfast – mesti makan! And coffee
Lunch – this is the meal I most often skip, because I am still full from breakfast, I guess now, I am not going to skip any meal, any.
Evening tea – tea and biscuits ( cikut bak kata Lea)
Dinner – usually I take very small amount of rice, because I don’t really like to eat. I do eat a lot, like I’ve said, but only when the food is nice. I mean, I will not skip a fancy meal. I will not say NO to nasi beriani, nasi minyak, nasi hujan panas but with plain white rice, urgh….
And uh, I’m looking forward to take up a job offer by my brother in law. He needed assistance, and I needed the money. Voila. Off to work in no time!
Wonder what should I wear on my first day at work?
Monday, 25 May 2009
edisi terrer
my sister got 3.9 when she was doing her masters. i was astonished - given that she hardly had any time to read up anything.
now, my brother got 4.0 when he is doing his!
how come im not as good as them?? i thought i am the hardworking one, eh? haha...
takpe, takpe... i have one more semester to prove myself. (haha...time cuti bleh la azam lebih2 sket)
tolongla lecturers... nak jugak merasa dapat the flat result!
now, my brother got 4.0 when he is doing his!
how come im not as good as them?? i thought i am the hardworking one, eh? haha...
takpe, takpe... i have one more semester to prove myself. (haha...time cuti bleh la azam lebih2 sket)
tolongla lecturers... nak jugak merasa dapat the flat result!
Friday, 22 May 2009
Untuk Abah
Today is the day for mixed feelings. I would say, I have to be extra careful to attend to my own emotions because I know these can kill me. I wanted to dwell on it, but no, let’s not do so.
Today is a great day to celebrate.
Abah, Happy 59th Birthday, words often fail me to express how much I appreciate you being here for me. I know that I am not the best child one could ever dream of, but as for me, I could never wish for a better person to father me. I wouldn’t trade you for anything else in this world. I pray, pray and pray hard that I can be with you at all times, pray that you are always mine.
Always Love
Today is a great day to celebrate.
Abah, Happy 59th Birthday, words often fail me to express how much I appreciate you being here for me. I know that I am not the best child one could ever dream of, but as for me, I could never wish for a better person to father me. I wouldn’t trade you for anything else in this world. I pray, pray and pray hard that I can be with you at all times, pray that you are always mine.
Always Love
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