Wednesday, 25 November 2009

first and last

the first person i saw each time i came back from holiday, that would be aizat. and he would also be the last person i said goodbye to, each time the holiday seasons approach us. but today is not an entry about him, i mean, sorry b, but i wanted to write about the girls..

kenapa korang sangat special?

kita mulakan dengan aifaa: ive known her as long as i can remember. since we were little kids playing rollerblades and cycle around the neighbourhood, that was a different me, different her. but then i get to meet her again, after so long, we've outgrown our fanciness to rollerblades and popia pedas makcik kat kedai kat tok sira tu.. kan aifaa kan? yet i am still connected to her. aifaa, we parted ways depan rumah bazlaa, and i hope you remain the person u've become, becoz i so love that person right now!

milo.. i have tons of questions for her.. hehe. and i think you know why. milo is one of a kind. if she's a bra, she's a really good sports bra. always supportive and encouraging people in ways that we cant even imagine possible. i will remember her as WCE 81, and her announcement with Syahmi.. you rock my world sisterZ!Z!!

sheera.. if i were to talk about her, it would take me days!!! dia gila. she can fly, she can sing, she can julingkan mata dia, she can do things befitting of an insane! hahahahah... sheera, i wish i have known you earlier (so i can correct your deformities!!) kidding! true said, ive never had a friend like her. she is so easy going its like sometimes you dont know she's there. if sheera was a thing, she would be a peacock feather. beautiful and light. just what i need.

sherry.. you are the first chillaweyhs that i befriended. i really miss you. people can say what they want about you but i think i know you better. she's talented, smart, funny, and very loyal to her brood, right sis? let say i kill someone, i know i could trust her not to send me to jail (come to think of it, i might be the one people wont trust not to send them to jail coz u know, pae kan pengawas!) i miss you (oh i mention that already!!) if i have a cute brother i would introduce him to you.. see how much i trust you babe! i wish you all the best!

oh now sakinah, kinah sangat suka tolong orang, n sy paling suka pesan barang dengan sakinah,. dia pegi ikea pun sy kirim barang dgn dia. truth is, sakinah sangat suka tolong orang. ni mmg the characteristic that make people adore you kin..kinah is the third last person i said goodbye to. she helped me take off my curtains in the dorm cos i cant reached the top. sakinah, if you were a car, you would be a nissan grand livina tau. hiii nak tumpang keta kinah!!!!

alamak,, sy dah nak kena balik rumah (did i mention to you im at a cyber cafe right now..) busuk!!! ok, im chill. mwah people. nanti saya sambung!!!

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

You Know You Love Me…

Since I’ve pretty much spent my time reviewing this series, I think, why not give it a shot, name it as a title. Life is normal, usual, and by that I mean juicy and spicy all at the same time. Yesterday night was a day I’ll remember forever, although it is too soon to use the word “forever” since it just happened yesterday, but I know I am. And I’ll make sure I will.

Entry dedicated to Nuur Hidayah Abd Rasid – a true friend, a wise companion, probably the person I am most grateful to get to know her. She is forgiving and she doesn’t desire much, I think not only me, but most of you who know her would concur with me, that she is a transparent person who takes everything – be it good or bad (if bad, I think she pushes it all the way to the corner of her heart and fakes a smile about it). Sometimes I take her for granted, sometimes I don’t think she cares, but most of the time, I found myself running back to her safe embrace and know that she will help me get through with whatever mess I was in. nuur, you might be confused when exactly these incidents happened, but just so you know…

These 3 words…

8 letters…


I LOVE YOU

From the bottom of my heart, thank you for being you.

You Know You Love Me…

Since I’ve pretty much spent my time reviewing this series, I think, why not give it a shot, name it as a title. Life is normal, usual, and by that I mean juicy and spicy all at the same time. Yesterday night was a day I’ll remember forever, although it is too soon to use the word “forever” since it just happened yesterday, but I know I am. And I’ll make sure I will.

Entry dedicated to Nuur Hidayah Abd Rasid – a true friend, a wise companion, probably the person I am most grateful to get to know her. She is forgiving and she doesn’t desire much, I think not only me, but most of you who know her would concur with me, that she is a transparent person who takes everything – be it good or bad (if bad, I think she pushes it all the way to the corner of her heart and fakes a smile about it). Sometimes I take her for granted, sometimes I don’t think she cares, but most of the time, I found myself running back to her safe embrace and know that she will help me get through with whatever mess I was in. nuur, you might be confused when exactly these incidents happened, but just so you know…

These 3 words…

8 letters…


I LOVE YOU

From the bottom of my heart, thank you for being you.

Monday, 5 October 2009

hariku yang malang

everything was normal this morning, sampaila noon, where i discovered that after printing in achik, my pendrive was infected. still, that wasnt really a pain in the ass. then i headed to my car.. jalan jalan jauh just to find my car scratched! terribly. mangkuk ayun now i am calmer, if not, u would have heard even more amusing exclamations by me. taktau sape buat but it is horrible i dont even want to have a second look at it. then, tabah lagi, pegi dobi. since when dobi tutup at one o clock???? seriously, are you kidding me? sucks like never before. i managed to mutter a few chanting words under my breath to calm me down...takpe, kite pegi tgk india cat cat keta ni, mesti sikit je ni... sekali.. " ini mau dua setengah" and i was like, excuse me, dua RATUS setengah? and yep... memang nak tekeluar dah every word that i know masa ni. marahnya!!!!!! and i didnt even know sape yang buat that to my CBY. mangkuk tandas betul! and then...takpela...sabar, balik bilik..stopped by bilik nuur..nak scan lah pendrive ni.. emm..takde halllllah ilang sume document surat menyurat law grad dinner kena makan dengan anti virus tersebutttttttt......


alkisahnya hari ni. plus its that time of the month. rasa nak menangis. sedih gila.

the only thing that makes me feel lighter is, nasib baik ada aizat teman.. b, i love you. i tau i mereng sket. thank you for sticking to me. like a glue, u never fail to keep things together ^,^


p/s: kalau ada salah eja maafkan.

Thursday, 3 September 2009

Insufferable seekers of attention

Mind you, I am terribly sorry for not updating ‘to the moon and back’. Truth is, words got the better of me these days. But when a kind friend actually pointed that out to me, it dawned on me that someone actually cares, and that tiniest gesture was what putting me sitting cross legged, fingers running wild on the keyboard.

Should I number my entry this time, I was wondering. Because I cant manage to gather my thoughts, to put them together, to sound logical, because I have so many things suffocating me. Ok, one, I read a blog, of someone I know, who (pardon me if I’m wrong or judgmental) seriously tries to make herself feels better by repeatedly writing like what I would describe as an insufferable attention seeker who has got nothing better to do than make other people feel like they don’t deserve to live in this world. So what if you wear hijab, it makes you a better human being, aih??? If that is the only description of a good muslimah, then, Masya Allah, I pity you. As I’m writing this, I am contemplating the odds of hurting anyone at random, but please mind my language and all, I am just trying to draw the line, at least from my point of view, that some people are just ruthless. Ruthless in the sense that by making others look/feel bad, it changes oneself to feel better of oneself. Ok, done with this. I think my message is carried forward clearly by now.

Second, today I went to the ramadhan bazaar with the girls. And I have to confess, the fondness that I grow on them is getting humongous! Being with them, just being with them, I feel secure. I feel happy. And underneath all, I am endlessly thankful to the Almighty for the graciousness He bestows upon me and my friends. Macam sangat nostalgic it sounds, but I know, that, you who read this would feel the same. (I hope! Urks!)

Third, to Miss B, im sorry to hear about your ..um.. fall? Trust me, you’ll make almost perfect at whatever you will do. And I’m saying this only because nobody’s perfect, if not, you can be too!

Fourth *deleted*

Fifth, cerita melibatkan tikah di sudut membaca surat khabar. Hokay, macam ni, tikah, if you don’t already know, ternak ikan dalam bilik dia. Hihi. So she likes to see fish swims and she said that it’s actually good for us to watch fish say, like 20 minutes a day. So kitorang sama-sama tengok ikan guppy dalam aquarium dekat tempat suratkhabar tu. It distresses me. You people should try it sometimes!

And I’d really love to share this ayah.

“And (commanding you): Seek the forgiveness of your Lord, and turn to Him in repentance, that He may grant you good enjoyment, for a term appointed, and Bestow His abounding Grace to every owner of Grace. But if you turn away, then I fear for you the torment of a Great Day (the day of the Resurrection)” Surat Hud, ayah 3


See you soon!
F

Wednesday, 3 June 2009

wedding bells

selamat pengantin baru to my brother and future sister in law. al kisahnya percintaan mereka ini bermula di universiti malaysia pahang. lama babe bercinta, i've never actually talk with my brother about his love, coz he is far from romantic. but i guess,with the right reasons, they fell in love. to abg amer, adik ingat lagi abg amer kate adik pendek..seb baik kak feela tak. =)

love you both
selamat melayari alam berumahtangga

Wednesday, 27 May 2009

Today's bonus

My doctor was fuming mad yesterday. She said I had lost weight, I looked pale and dangerously thin. I gave her a blank look and said, doc, I’ve always been like this. And what else, she denied it of course. She said to me, gain some weight, with your current weight, its easy for you to catch tuberculosis, I was stunned silent. I gave her the ‘get real’ look and she understood me and commented, why don’t you try this drug and I straight away went to a drug store to buy it.


So today I am starting a new diet, a new routine.

Breakfast – mesti makan! And coffee

Lunch – this is the meal I most often skip, because I am still full from breakfast, I guess now, I am not going to skip any meal, any.

Evening tea – tea and biscuits ( cikut bak kata Lea)

Dinner – usually I take very small amount of rice, because I don’t really like to eat. I do eat a lot, like I’ve said, but only when the food is nice. I mean, I will not skip a fancy meal. I will not say NO to nasi beriani, nasi minyak, nasi hujan panas but with plain white rice, urgh….


And uh, I’m looking forward to take up a job offer by my brother in law. He needed assistance, and I needed the money. Voila. Off to work in no time!

Wonder what should I wear on my first day at work?