into the corporate world

A lawyer once told me: I think you will become a good lawyer (on my first day of work,uh oh-how would he know eh)

my colleague told me that my eyes light up whenever we speak about corporate stuff.

I have honestly never felt that way.

I am into the eighth month of my pupilage, and I am JUST beginning to like what I am doing. I am not a corporate person, I have never prepared myself for this, but knowing that others appreciate what I am doing makes it all worthwhile.

So, little snippets of the deals that I had the opportunity to deal with over the last few months...

The largest merger and acquisition by Honam Petrochemical. It is RM2.9 billion acquisition of Titan Chemicals, still advising on the first dual listing of CIMB Group Holdings Berhad on the Stock Exchange of Thailand and for Sunway City Berhad on the largest issuance of REIT in Malaysia.

that's a mouthful :D

Syukur, alhamdullilah...

story of me and a boy

He is one who never listens to me, does the opposite of everything I ask from him, doesn't know I hate orange juice given that we have been dating for years and bla bla bla. But he is truly one who understands me, who sometimes can tell me what I want before I realise it. Who always says, go for it! He may not be the typical down to earth all sweet and honey buney yet I still want him. I want him right here with me. I'm half the person I am today without him. Aizat, please don't let go. I love you.
Hahahahaha... Lawak seyh tulis memuji bf sendiri! Rofl! Anyways, happy merdeka day people!!!

life : take two!

A life without you.

how to improve my life

hello peeps, its been five weeks since the last time i wrote any piece.

i tried to write, too many times words failed me. do you ever feel like you are stuck in one bad position that you want to break free but you just cant?
honestly speaking, i am glad i dont experience this all the time but i must admit sometimes i do feel like running away. work is so demanding that i've dissapointed so many people, the worst part is me, not being able to be with my family. (Boss, takde plan bukak branch kat kuantan ke??). but i keep repeating to myself that this is just temporary ( ye ke?)

hum.. bestnya spend the weekend at home...

yang dah sangat lama ditluis tapi baru dapat upload ...

Azraa: there was the time when we waited for hours to grab the front seats at the MU match, remember? Haha, that was awesome aite! And this is probably what I’ll tell our future kids. it amazes me how much she works for what she wants, and I believe that she’ll do great with her life. Okeh azraa, trust me sista!

Yana: I still remember the time when we shared rooms during the first year. Funny to think of it again and oh yeah, yana sangat fun when she is karaokeing! She imitates the singer very, very well, you see, I never go to karaoke session with her until the last day before we all parted ways. At alamanda sampai pukul 3 pagi. And yana’s birthday falls on the anniversary date of my former relationship, so I remember it well. 27th August. Yana, nanti dapat boifren bagitau deh!

Haaa…cukup dah Chillaweyhs ( as according to the writer per se). I pray to God that we always be like this. I hope we never feel awkward around each other in the future, thank you for helping me out all this time friends, and I apologize for my shortcomings as a friend. I wish I had given more to you, I wish I had been a better friend, I wish and I’ll keep wishing.

Lets show the world what we are made of!

first and last- second chapter.

hello again fellas..

(am waiting for my parents to be discharged today and have just realised that this hospital has wireless internet connectivity. uh uh. this is so me!)

sebenarnya i've always wanted to write more about everyone. seronok dapat describe people, cos i would like the same for me kot? haha. ntahlah.. sy sound semakin macam nuur. bahaya ni. nuur2..apela awak tgh buat dengan borgy skang eh.. sy kenal nuur kat matric lagi, dia dgn tikah slalu datang bilik sy bila ada makanan. biasanya makanan dari bonyo sebab mak bonyo suka masak and bonyo suka bungkus dekat sy. hihi. nuur, kalau awak baca ni, awak mesti senyum. sy hari2 tido peluk teddy awak bagi sy. sy rasa korang sume tau how much sy adore nuur (sila rujuk entry yang lepas ye) hihi..

bazlaa: first sekali, sorry lupa sangat nak upload gambar (ahah, lupa ke tatau..) banyak gambar awak dgn paan dalam camera sy. bazlaa ni cool kan? dia selalu nampak macam tahu apa dia nak, and she is a good daughter from the relationship i saw when i first met her family. they were warm and they make me feel like, well, home. bazlaa, nanti kita jgnla tak contact each other ok. tak banyak nak kata pasal bazlaa, sebab to me, dia yang paling hush hush dalam chillaweyhs. kan kan?

borgy: first sekali, borgy, mak sy tak cam awak bila sy tunjuk gambar dinner. dia kata lawa sangat. hihi.. (ok, silakan perasan sekejap). borgy is strict when it comes to what she believes in. i think thats the best quality about her. she says yes when she means yes. ala, ala ala calling a spade, a spade lah ni. i remember the few times we had dinners together, of course bon ikut jugak, and i think i began to grow fondness of you at that point of time. and ditambah pulak with those times when we studied together for jurisprudence tests, kan? ahh, come to think of it, i kinda miss the anticipation of waiting what will come up in the questions (maybe i'll further my studies kot..) so borgy, from the bottom of my heart, hit the road and show the world the person you are!

azraa: azraa, nanti sy baca blog awak k. buat masa ni, sy restricted sket. hihi.. azraa ni pun no nonsense girl jugak, dia gila-gila jugak and what is it that i remember about her most? maybe perangai azraa yang study sambil baring pgg nota mallow sambil telinga sumbat earphone atas katil sakinah kot? hahahah..

alamak, ada jugak lagi yang tak sempat tulis, i gtg pack the stuff to go home.
love ya all

...to be continued...

first and last

the first person i saw each time i came back from holiday, that would be aizat. and he would also be the last person i said goodbye to, each time the holiday seasons approach us. but today is not an entry about him, i mean, sorry b, but i wanted to write about the girls..

kenapa korang sangat special?

kita mulakan dengan aifaa: ive known her as long as i can remember. since we were little kids playing rollerblades and cycle around the neighbourhood, that was a different me, different her. but then i get to meet her again, after so long, we've outgrown our fanciness to rollerblades and popia pedas makcik kat kedai kat tok sira tu.. kan aifaa kan? yet i am still connected to her. aifaa, we parted ways depan rumah bazlaa, and i hope you remain the person u've become, becoz i so love that person right now!

milo.. i have tons of questions for her.. hehe. and i think you know why. milo is one of a kind. if she's a bra, she's a really good sports bra. always supportive and encouraging people in ways that we cant even imagine possible. i will remember her as WCE 81, and her announcement with Syahmi.. you rock my world sisterZ!Z!!

sheera.. if i were to talk about her, it would take me days!!! dia gila. she can fly, she can sing, she can julingkan mata dia, she can do things befitting of an insane! hahahahah... sheera, i wish i have known you earlier (so i can correct your deformities!!) kidding! true said, ive never had a friend like her. she is so easy going its like sometimes you dont know she's there. if sheera was a thing, she would be a peacock feather. beautiful and light. just what i need.

sherry.. you are the first chillaweyhs that i befriended. i really miss you. people can say what they want about you but i think i know you better. she's talented, smart, funny, and very loyal to her brood, right sis? let say i kill someone, i know i could trust her not to send me to jail (come to think of it, i might be the one people wont trust not to send them to jail coz u know, pae kan pengawas!) i miss you (oh i mention that already!!) if i have a cute brother i would introduce him to you.. see how much i trust you babe! i wish you all the best!

oh now sakinah, kinah sangat suka tolong orang, n sy paling suka pesan barang dengan sakinah,. dia pegi ikea pun sy kirim barang dgn dia. truth is, sakinah sangat suka tolong orang. ni mmg the characteristic that make people adore you kin..kinah is the third last person i said goodbye to. she helped me take off my curtains in the dorm cos i cant reached the top. sakinah, if you were a car, you would be a nissan grand livina tau. hiii nak tumpang keta kinah!!!!

alamak,, sy dah nak kena balik rumah (did i mention to you im at a cyber cafe right now..) busuk!!! ok, im chill. mwah people. nanti saya sambung!!!